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From when we were still starting up until now, when we have just missed our 7th month (again) people have been asking, “Are you still together?”

I have a feeling that somehow they are just waiting for the breakup. Yet even Den told me, “You’re just waiting for me to make a mistake.”

How can I not accept that it’s ok to relax because he won’t do anything that will hurt me?

“That’s the farthest you can go? While I can die for you.”

Why am I still not buying that? I’ve been meaning to write about trust, but I can never pin it down.